Thankful Day..^^

This morning my friends and I went to Sunway Pyramid shopping... she told me last night, probably went there was around 11am... This morning, to made me not waiting for her too long,i will a bit slow go down..I probably 11.10am went down to food court there waiting her...But unfortunately,I'm so foolishly waited for her 30 minutes ... I really don't know why she not punctual... every time like this when we have go out together..Until I sweat it,finally I went to my University's Ambank there waiting for her ... haiz,I really like a fool that waiting for someone...but it does not matter to her, after all,she is my friend,forbearance endure it .. today we went to the Asian Revenue to eat our lunch,really full, I just drink herbal tea,ate porridge and ma jiao... wow, really full...after that we went to Popular Bookstore there to buy something that i need it,then went to Jusco there to buy some food...At the end,we went back..after i went back to mu hostel,my housemate-Mandy found me,she gave some cake..i'm really very very thankful to her gave me some cake..

Last,we still have one day...Next monday open school lorh...dont know want happy or sad...happy is i no need boring anymore,sad is a lot assessment and project waiting for me...Oh no!!! haiz...anyway,good luck to me..^^

Holiday..

haiz..this weeks holiday really make me wanna become mad...so boring..don't know want to do what at my hostel..actually i want use this holiday to do my revision but so lazy so i havent start my revision..haiz..but very happy one is my hostel's Wi-Fi so fast..i can watch a lot of tv drama in one day..haha...and a lot tv drama almost finished watch it...haiz..and wanna waiting the new episode...and now I'm always listening music and dancing,that's all..and today i;m really boring,so make-up by myself..but don't know whether okay or not..just play play only..Korea arh...Korea..always korea..in my mind all about korea..haiz...whatever,i like korea..XD

我的梦想（1)

真的很想去哟...到底要到几时我才可以去呢？

我的梦想...

haiz...最近是怎么了...我满脑子都是想要去韩国的首尔去玩玩哦~我的梦想就是想要去韩国玩，但是就是不能达成我的梦想...反而我身边的朋友都去过了...我真的真的很想很想去...好希望哟...我有时候在想，如果我是那里的XX/XX的话，我就可以在那里待着了，并且可以体验那里的生活...真的真的...我真希望我可以就这样被选...但是我又担心我的学业和现在的生活，万一我真的被选了，我的以后的生活就不像现在的生活那么的自由...haiz..还真的是伤脑筋呀....
韩国啊...韩国...首尔啊...首尔...我几时可以达成我的愿望...

em...我发觉我渐渐离神越来越远了...为什么?我想再继续像以前一样那么地火热地为主侍奉，火热地敬拜上帝...但是现在却是这样子...有时候都不想去教会，想待在hostel里睡觉，玩电脑...就想这么地过..但是我知道，这是神您所不喜悦的事...有时候我会在想为什么做基督徒会那么地辛苦...因为作为一个基督徒需要有上帝的样式...行为上，言语上和灵命上都要有上帝的样式...但是有时候我会忍不住，做些神不喜悦的事...真的很对不起~

我真的很想做一个轻轻松松的平凡人...想平凡过生活，想要有自己的东西之类...但是作为一个基督徒必须完成我们的使命，就是为主传福音，不住为着那些还没信主的人...haiz..但是她们有自己的信仰，我们也不能去强迫他们去信我们的主...不过我还是会为着他们祷告，希望主能够因圣灵感动他们，让他们早日信主...这样就会有多一个灵魂被得救...但是我也要加油...因为不久后，我也要为主做些事...就是传福音...希望他们不要避讳...我只是想让他们知道主..之后，他们相不相信，由他们来决定...因为这个是他们自己去把握...我们也只能为他们祷告...

我也时常提醒自己在行为上言语上都要有神的样式...求您，看顾保守着我，不只我，也求您看顾,保守着我的家人，还有我的朋友~

主啊~感谢您，真的感谢你一直以来都在看顾，保守着我和我的家人...使我们都过着平安又健康的生活...虽然有时候我们会遇到瓶颈或不如意的时候，又或者我有时候会埋怨主，为什么让我过这样的生活..但是主啊~你是何等地伟大，何等地有忍耐，因为你爱我，让我在完美的家庭里面过生活,让我有地方睡,让我能吃饱,使我富足..虽然有时候我还是会感到不满足...但是主啊，求你帮助我，让我改掉这些不好的习惯与行为...因为你的恩典够我用...我能有美好的家庭，有钱用,已经感到很满足了...也感谢您让我能在Taylor这里读书...也要感谢我的父亲，因为我这位伟大的父亲让我能进这所大学..我非常爱我父亲..虽然身边的朋友都不是基督徒，但是真的很感谢，因为她们让我知道，我是多么幸福的人...因为我知道您...主啊,也祈求您，为着那些还没信主的朋友来祷告，求圣灵来感动他们，让他们早日信主...也求您为着我祷告，求你洗净我身上的一切不易,使我不要再犯同样的错误..祷告乃是奉靠我主所名求得，阿门~

.Lonely Day.

em...I even wrote in one day out of three subjects..maybe long time din write the blog..suddenly open my blogger,wanna write it my all frame of mind...This morning,i watched the end of the "City Hunter"...Awesome!! i like this movie..really like it!! I watched a lot of Korean movie,except this movie really let me will never forget it..i like it...

After i'm finished watch the end of the City Hunter,i go to cook...To prepare my luch...my lunch just simple..2-3hotdog and vege soup addition with 2 fish-ball and egg..XD i cant imagine that this week i always eat the same food,but why i still fat..i want "Keep Fit"!!!! This words always in my mind,but when i look at that all delicious food,i cant control myself...then go to eat..i'm so pity...T.T

Then,this evening i cook my dinner with myself too...i'm cook the pork,i put in the oven...suddenly come out is "crispy+a bit hard" == haiz...but its okay,because still can eat..so my dinner is a little of rice with 6 piece of pork...

My crispy+a bit hard pork..XD










Tonight just me alone in the unit..very lonely then this night,i open my blogger,facebook and youtube to listen my lovely music~♥Korea♥...wakakaka...cant control anymore...i cant control myself to stop it myself cannot listening the korean music and movie..Has been unable to extricate myself...So sorry to me...T.T

最重要的决定 范玮琪

范玮琪 - 最重要的决定

作词：姚若龙 作曲：陈小霞

我常在想 应该再也找不到
任何人像你对我那么好
好到我的家人也被照料
我的朋友还为你撑腰

你还是有一堆毛病改不掉
拗起来气得仙女都跳脚
可是人生完美的事太少
我们不能什么都想要

你是我最重要的决定
我愿意 每天在你身边苏醒
就连吵架也很过瘾 不会冷冰
因为真爱没有输赢 只有亲密

你是我最重要的决定
我愿意 打破对未知的恐惧
就算流泪也能放弃 将心比心
因为幸福没有捷径 只有经营
(os)我爱你




好羡慕范范和黑人哟...>< 好幸福...我也想这样的幸福...
我不知道几时可以轮到我...我也希望我的另一半是一位很谦虚，虔诚爱主的先生...
现在我也已经18岁了...虽然心里没有想要有一个另一半...但是主，请你为我安排我的另一半...
虽然我不知道您为我安排的另一半是个怎样的人...
但是我还是希望我的另一半是(内在）一个很谦虚，虔诚爱主的基督徒,不会抽烟的,没有坏的嗜好...
另外是唯一很爱我，疼我，保护我，体贴我，包容我的缺点或我的不好,的先生...还有爱干净的先生..^^
（外在）我希望是完完全全的一个健康的人，虽然我有时候会看外在，但是还是希望是个长得还不错的先生，身高要比我高...
另外，虽然我一直都很追求一位白皙皙的男生会是我的另一半...但是还是希望肤色还可以的先生...
但是最重要的是“主啊，也请你把我预备给我的另一半”...因为未来的路是我们夫妻要一起彼此扶持，彼此互相爱对方，互相包容对方，一起过我们未来的路....

一个星期的事~

这一个星期过得很平凡...最近也都在想些事情...很烦恼，烦恼...这个烦恼已经困扰我许久..."就是我要怎样完成我的梦想，还有我会不会实现我的愿望，我的梦想"...另外，“我在想我会不会能够到那个时候”...因为我已经知道时间甚不多...神，你的来临就要到了...因为看到了这世界，已经都在提醒着我们，让我们时时刻刻地提醒自己要信靠主，完成主你的使命...

但是我还是继续地犯错，真的很对不起主...我也时常提醒自己不要再犯错...就好像，每天早上，我就会在我的手掌上写“注意自己的言行/语举止，上帝在看你”...因为我知道有时候我的言语和言行上都会让神，您不喜悦...所以就用这方法来提醒自己...但是有时候会忘记而讲了不该讲的事...神啊...求你帮助我...

另外我一直都在想一件事...就是为什么我的脑袋就一直想当明星呢？真的很累很累!!我真的不想这件事情...因为真的很辛苦...每当我看了韩戏或韩歌,我会有个冲动想飞去韩国去当明星...我也知道这是在白日梦...但是我的脑袋就一直浮现这个画面...好累噢~为什么做人怎么那么累...我有时候在想为什么我会这个想法想去当明星和歌星，但是就一直想不通...难道我是吃饱没事做...或者是因为我这几年来都在迷上韩国吗?感觉我迷上韩国已经有7年之久了...这个原因不排除在外，也许是这个原因...啊!!!!!!!!!好累哟...我会不会像尹恩惠或扑敏英这样出色的演员，或者我会不会像BoA或少女时代她们一样也是个出色的歌手呢? 真的不想再去想...不想好累...

人就是这样，没有一个东西能完完全全地满足着自己...一定会不断地用别的事物或什么来满足自己的一些私欲...人就是这么自私，贪心...但愿主能宽恕着我...我知道我有时候会自私，很贪心...希望主能原谅着我...

愉快的一天....^^ [Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2]

今天真的是非常愉快的一天...

在Sakae Shusi拍的..><

My friend,Yeong Li...she's cute,is it?xD

因为今天是我第二次在KL看电影,另外也是第一次在戏院看Harry Potter...真的很兴奋又期待...今天我们看3D版的，虽然没有什么效果，但是已经很满足了...因为第一次看3D版的...XD Harry Potter真的真的很好看...这个过后，以后就没有什么戏看了...因为Harry这部戏算是结局了...haiz,真的舍不得...
但是没有关系，因为还有Narnia...我在等着它的来临...另外，今天还真的很搞笑，今天有一个朋友，看戏看到睡觉...XD 本来我是要哭的，但是一直听到打唿(睡觉声)，就打算转头去我左边的朋友说话，我呢...就突然笑场...因为我所听到的打唿声是我左边的朋友，简直是害我把眼泪给缩回去，就一直在笑...haiz..还真是搞笑...

Harry Potter的电影票...3D[RM21] >< 另外呢，我刚刚看了“城市猎人”，真的很期待它的结局会是怎样的...我真的希望它的结局是好的，不要不好的...真的很期待...

下星期是大结局了咯...好期待...希望是好结局...^^

今天晚上也是有一点生气，因为我的朋友既然骗我...我想跟她讨tips，但是她说没有...我就有点不相信...还说另一个朋友给...真的是气到我不行...我真的很讨厌自以为是的人!!!!尤其是说自己很厉害或有钱的人!!!
我气到差一点想说粗话!!! 但是我忍! 我真的不要再和那个朋友讲话了!!!不耐了...每次都不会回人信息或接电话...他到底明不明白那个感觉，如果有人打很多通的电话或转很多封信息，竟然不要回人信息或接电话，是多么生气地一件事!!!! 恨死那个人了啦!!!可是那个也是我的朋友...haiz...还是算了吧...就让它过...不想再去想...可是我不喜欢那些有事情帮忙的时候对朋友好，没有事情的时候对朋友不理又不睬的朋友...haiz...气呀!!!简直是活受罪...

今天在一所店看到的不同类的Hamster...

Term 1 in Taylor's University

哇...时间真的过好快哦..一转眼就过了3个月了...在这个3个月里，我学到好多东西...我学到要怎样独立，怎样和人相处，怎样处理事务...人始终会长大，而我就这样渐渐长大..我真的很感谢神在这期间多么地照顾着我们，看护着我们，让我们过得平安，健康和快乐...这3个月，过得快乐又辛苦...快乐，是因为我快乐我可以学习新的事情和事务，另外又交到这帮朋友们...辛苦，是因为我要读书，不明白的，要自己去想办法弄明白,要节俭...在金钱方面都要节省...我父亲真的是个很伟大的父亲...他这么辛苦的赚钱来养我们...我真的真的很感激我的父亲，另外感谢神一直以来的看顾着我的父亲...现在随着年龄的成长，我有时会担心我的父亲，担心着他是否有没有照顾着好自己...真的很担心...因为我们4兄妹都还在读书，都需要到金钱,所以我父亲就会很辛苦的做工...我真的很爱我父亲，虽然有时候会对他不满又生气...但是他始终还是我最爱的父亲，但愿主能够永远着看顾，保守着我父亲，另外我真的很希望我父亲能够早日信主...
好了，就回到这里啦...今天是我朋友生日...我们真的很难得大家朋友一起gathering at Sunway Pyramid...真的很高兴又兴奋...我们一起吃东西，一起看戏在戏院，一起谈天...真的很感恩...让我们都这么平安...真的...hahaha...

waiting for the bus fetch us go to Sunway Pyramid...^^

yaha...guess it where am i? XD

Sushi....

Last,together take a photo...^^

yahoo...happy day...term break 1 start nw...and i enjoyed my 2 weeks holiday^^

[AUDIO] Gayoon (4Minute) - 뻔뻔한 거짓말 | Lie To Me OST Part.1

뻔뻔한 거짓말

어쩌면 좋아 짜릿 한 거야
이러다 정말 큰일 날 거야
I don't know 어떻게 해
아이쿠 야단난 거야
아-아-아-아-아

어쩔 수 없나 봐 넌 내 꺼야
꼭 꼭 꼭 너를 차지 할거야
또 또 또 떨리고 있어
이상해 야릇해 좋은 이 기분

사랑은 뻔한 거짓말이야
하지만 네게 해주고 싶은 말
사랑해 사랑해 baby
내 맘이 보이니
다가와 다가와 baby

난 정말 너를 좋아하나 봐
난 너의 품에 꼭 안기고 싶어
빨리 더 빨리 더 빨리
내게로 달려와
바래 더 바래 난 바래
뻔뻔한 거짓말

라라라라 라라라라라
라라라라 라라라라 라 라 라

oh L O V E but lie but lie
oh L O V E I like it Chu~

자꾸자꾸 니 얼굴이 생각나
말로는 설명 할 수가 없어
뭐라고 해야 좋을지
뗄래야 뗄 수가 없는 우리 둘

사랑은 뻔한 거짓말이야
하지만 네게 해주고 싶은 말
사랑해 사랑해 baby
내 맘이 보이니
다가와 다가와 baby

난 정말 너를 좋아하나 봐
난 너의 품에 꼭 안기고 싶어
빨리 더 빨리 더 빨리
내게로 달려와
바래 더 바래 난 바래
뻔뻔한 거짓말

라라라라 라라라라라
라라라라 라라라라 라 라 라 라

oh L O V E but lie but lie
oh L O V E I like it I like it
oh L O V E but lie but lie
oh L O V E I like it Chu~

사랑은 뻔한 거짓말이야
하지만 네게 해주고 싶은 말
사랑해 사랑해 baby
내 맘이 보이니
다가와 다가와 baby

난 정말 너를 좋아하나 봐
난 너의 품에 꼭 안기고 싶어
빨리 더 빨리 더 빨리
내게로 달려와
바래 더 바래 난 바래
뻔뻔한 거짓말

라라라라 라라라라라
라라라라 라라라라 라 라

B2ST/Beast - Fiction MV Eng Sub & Romanization Lyrics

Beast~Fiction
Nice heard.....
I cant forget you...><

Jennifer Lopez - On The Floor ft. Pitbull

Lets Party!!!xD
Jennifer Lopez ft Pitbull-Ont the Floor
It's a new generation Of party people
Darling get on the floor
Darling get on the floor

Let me introduce you to my party people
In the club...

[Pitbull]
I’m loose
And everybody knows I get off the chain
Baby it’s the truth
I’m like inception I play with your brain
So I don’t sleep I snooze
I don’t play no games so don’t get it confused no
Cos you will lose yeah
Now pump it up
And back it up like a Tonka truck

[Jennifer Lopez]
If you go hard you gotta get on the floor
If you’re a party freak then step on the floor
If your an animal then tear up the floor
Break a sweat on the floor
Yeah we work on the floor
Don’t stop keep it moving
Put your drinks up
Pick your body up and drop it on the floor
Let the rhythm change your world on the floor
You know we’re running sh*t tonight on the floor
Brazil Morocco
London to Ibiza
Straight to LA, New York
Vegas to Africa


[Chorus]
Dance the night away
Live your life ,and stay young on the floor
Dance the night away
Grab somebody drink a little more
Lalalalalalalalalalalalalala
Tonight we gon’ be it on the floor
Lalalalalalalalalalalalalala
Tonight we gon’ be it on the floor

[Verse 2]
I know you got it clap your hands on the floor
And keep on rockin’, rock it up on the floor
If you’re a criminal kill it on the floor
Steal it quick on the floor, on the floor
Don’t stop keep it moving
Put your drinks up
Its getting ill it’s getting sick on the floor
We never quit, we never rest on the floor
If I ain’t wrong we’ll probably die on the floor
Brazil Morocco
London to Ibiza
Straight to LA, New York
Vegas to Africa

[Chorus]
Dance the night away
Live your life, and stay young on the floor
Dance the night way
Grab somebody drink a little more
Lalalalalalalalalalalalalala
Tonight we gon’ be it on the floor
Lalalalalalalalalalalalalala
Tonight we gon’ be it on the floor

[Pibull]
That badonka donk is like a trunk full of bass on an old school Chevy
All I need is some vodka and some… coke
And watch… get donkey konged
… if you’re ready for things to get heavy
I get on the floor and act a fool if you let me
Don’t believe me just vet me
My name ain’t Keath but I see why you Sweat me
L.A. Miami New York
Say no more get on the floor

Lalalalalalalalalalalalalala
Tonight we gon’ be it on the floor
Lalalalalalalalalalalalalala
Tonight we gon’ be it on the floor
Lalalalalalalalalalalalalala
Tonight we gon’ be it on the floor

我们的回忆...

我们的回忆...我真的很想念你们噢~不知道你们有想我吗...我现在附上我们的回忆噢....我想永远的记住...

我们的回忆...

hahaha...接下来是我们三姐妹啦...我真的要永远的记住...

开学过后的几个星期....

hahahaha...虽然有点晚写，不过还是有点回忆...em...那天过得还不错...刚去学校时，还很担心会不会交到新朋友...在我还没有去学校时，我向神祷告，希望我在那里可以交到新朋友...另外我还向神祷告，希望我可以听得懂老师在讲什么...祷告完了，就去上学...真的是很感谢神,我真的交了很多很多朋友...她们怎么的可爱又活泼...跟她们在一起就一直笑个不停...因为她们真的是很搞笑...有她们这帮朋友，是我的荣幸...不过可惜的是她们不是基督徒...不过不用紧，她们的人很好...真的真的...不过当我们不同组过后，就变得很少沟通...就感觉怪怪的...感觉我们的友谊就这样变得谈谈的...为什么?为什么会变成这样...我好想念我们那两天的时光...

默想耶穌苦路十五站Pie Jesu

复活节要到了...
就是这个拜日，那天也是我的生日一天...
祝我生日快乐以及耶稣复活节快乐^^

DBSK/TVXQ - How Can I (Eng Sub)

这几天不知道做什么...感觉有点孤单，又伤感...也许我真的很想念家人吧...我虽然有点伤感，但是我却没有想要哭..我也不知道为什么这样，就连我妈妈讲我不曾哭过,每当和我妈妈分开...真的很奇怪...但是昨晚半夜，我哭了..我在睡梦中哭了..我能感觉到我正在哭，因为我能感觉到我的脸颊湿湿的..我在梦里梦到了，我和我妈妈吵架...梦里面可能是有点误会而吵架，之后我就一直哭一直哭...我发觉哭出来，反而心里会比较舒坦多了...也许我太久没有哭了，哭了，把心里面的重都哭出来...我真的很贪心，我很想要我家人搬过来和我一起住...但是我知道不能，因为我弟和我妹还再读书...不能搬过来...但是我真的真的很想念我的家人和我的朋友们...Ong2,辉，繁，念，婷,等等...我真的很想念你们噢~我很想念我们一起在一起的日子...我在这里虽然有朋友，但是还是没有正真的感到很喜乐...因为我和她们毕竟还没有到正真的知己，是朋友而已...而且我发现我身边的朋友（在学校的）多数不是基督徒,目前看到的只有一个，但是不常联系..所以我们的想法都不一样...我没有说她们不好，她们真的很好，每次都会弄人笑，又活泼而且有话直说的朋友，让人感到很舒坦...我发觉我们的友谊变得有点疏远，也许是因为我们不同组的关系吧...我们都会彼此和同组的朋友一起吃饭...我本身是个很被动的人，所以不太敢先和别人讲话...除非是熟到不行的，又或者是容易相处的朋友，才会和他们先讲话先...如果只是普通，我真的不知道要跟她们讲什么话...haiz...真的不知道要怎么办...有时候读书放学，回到宿舍，就感觉到很闷，每次只能玩电脑，online,看戏...就是这样的生活，很空虚...haiz...听这首歌吧...有点相似发出我的心声...

haiz...今天呢？过得还可以...前几天我和我妈妈有发生一点口角...也许是我的语气太重了...真的对不起我不是故意的...因为那天真的很忙...到现在为止我还没有和我妈妈讲话了...平常我们都会互相打给彼此...现在呢？我真的希望她不要再生我的气...我最近真的很伤心，因为我真的很想念我的家人，还有我那边的朋友...我发觉我真的不能离他们太远...我不知道我是太小孩子还是不够成熟...总之，我希望假期快快到...这样我就可以回家乡看我的家人和我的朋友们...我真的很想念你们哦...我也很想念我妈煮的食物...我真的有点不习惯这里的食物...因为真的太贵了...有时候是不得已的情况下，才吃的...因为我妈说不用担心这些问题...但是我真的很对不起我爸爸...他多么的辛苦的赚钱让我读这么好的学校...我现在却又在悠闲的玩乐...人为什么总是会被引诱着..真的很累很累...我有时候会想快点回到上帝那里..可是不可以!因为我的梦想还没实现..虽然我知道我有点贪心...但是我真的很想实现~真的...我应该从来没有像似的感觉...不过我真的很想实现，真的...这个是我从小学6年级开始有这样的想法...真的很累..
神啊，求你帮助我...你不该给我希望的...可是你却给我一点一点的希望...真的很痛苦...我真的很想很想失意...也许这样我就不会像太多...也许...吧~

49 Days OST Part.1 - I Can't Let You Go (+DL LINK)

this song can let me cry...i dont know why...maybe i have experienced it...really sad...even if i dun want remember it..but that matter always surfaced in my mind...really sorry that does not gave you a last ride,i'm really regret...because that day im sick..i'm in hospital...but i wishing you always happy in the heaven...God be with you...

49 Days OST Part.2 - I Can Feel You (+DL LINK)

This one also nice...this song is 49days ost...^^

[MP3] [49 days OST] There was nothing - Jung Yeop (Brown Eyed Soul)

This song really so sad...i like this so much..but must understand what did him sang it..then will understand it...

[HD/HQ] U-KISS - 0330 Lyrics ( Rom / Eng / Han )

个人婚纱照^^

SHINee - Fly High [English sub, Hangul & Romaji]

Tamia - Officially Missing You (Sing-a-long)

Shinee-Fly High

我真的很喜欢这首歌的歌词...."为梦想而出发" 加油!加油!加油!

Fly high, so fly high, so fly high! Go! To the sky!
Fly high, so fly high, so fly high! Go! To the sky!

[ONEW] Now I'm going to try flying
My heart burns up, engine turns up
[JONGHYUN] Unveil the dreams hidden in your heart and believe in only me
I'll hold your hand
Can make your dream come true

[KEY] This thrilling feeling follows the sky blue light
[TAEMIN] I won't let go of anything I will have it all
[KEY] As long as we enjoy this moment
[JONGHYUN] Even if I'm breathless, obviously I'll regret it if I stop
[KEY] Don't be afraid of bitter failure or anything
[ONEW] You have to go through it all whoa ~

Fly high, so fly high, so fly high! Go! To the sky!
Fly high, so fly high, so fly high! Go! To the sky!

[MINHO] Your smile gives me happiness
We will sail through the pain in no time
I'm gonna make that great love someday without stopping
[KEY] When you fall and when times are hard
When you hate yourself for putting on a mask
Be yourself! And hold my hand
Hey! We're flying towards your dream

[KEY] Now open your eyes, get up to the world, look up to the sky
[TAEMIN] Capture those dreams with your hand and fly far away
I'll be at your side protecting you
[ONEW] Can make your dream come true

[JONGHYUN] Even if I'm breathless, obviously I'll regret it if I stop
[KEY] Don't be afraid of bitter failure or anything
[ONEW] You have to go through it all whoa ~

Fly high, so fly high, so fly high! Go! To the sky!
Fly high, so fly high, so fly high! Go! To the sky!

[MINHO] Your smile gives me happiness
We will sail through the pain in no time
I'm gonna make that great love someday without stopping
[KEY] When you fall and when times are hard
When you hate yourself for putting on a mask
Be yourself! And hold my hand
Hey! We're flying towards your dream

[ONEW] Dazzling your smile is dazziling
When it's hard and you're tired just smile whoa ~
[JONGHYUN] Without hesitation again without hesitation
Try finding your dreams you're so cool whoa~

[MINHO] Your smile gives me happiness
We will sail through the pain in no time
I'm gonna make that great love someday without stopping
[KEY] When you fall and when times are hard
When you hate yourself for putting on a mask
Be yourself! And hold my hand
Hey! We're flying towards your dream

[TAEMIN] Now I'm gonna try flying
My heart burns up Engine turns up
[ONEW] Unveil the dreams hidden in your heart and believe in only me
I'll hold your hand
[JONGHYUN] Can make your dream come true

Fly high!

烦烦烦...

最近过得很不错...只是会觉得有些孤单...我从前天开始就一直为感情烦恼..一直一来我都没有为感情烦恼，现在呢?就一直想来想去..难道我开始有些动摇了吗?我一直劝自己不要去想，可是就一直想来想去的..why??昨晚呢,我主动去找他聊天，一开始只是为了要关心这个朋友，后来呢...就一直想和他聊天...可是他每次都有点慢回我,害我有点不开心..可是渐渐的，我们就聊到彼此的理想型对象..他还真的很特别，他既然没有任何的要求，他只是是希望彼此是相恋的就好..其他是由上帝来安排..而我呢？就讲到很多..hahaha...他的确是个不错的男生，为人腼腆又温柔的人...而且有知识又有属灵的心,又是基督徒...虽然他不懂的和女生讲话，可是我知道他想讲，只是不懂怎样的去慰问..^^ 我真的不知道我是喜欢他，还是纯粹地欣赏他...可是我也不能喜欢他，因为我们都是同姓的..应该没有亲戚关系..真的不知道该怎么办？所以只能把这个感情放在心里，由上帝来安排..如果这个喜欢还持续很久，甚至我到外面读书时还是有喜欢他的感觉的话...我会跟他说，也许...但是如果只有我单方面的单恋他的话，我会放弃...如果他有喜欢我的话...我还真的谢谢他...可是这样的话，我就破例我说讲的话了吗...因为我曾跟很多人说，我要嫁给韩国人..^^ 还真的很好笑..不过没关系，就由上帝来安排吧... 我还剩13天就要过我的大学生活了...加油，此外，还剩两天就要拿我的SPM result了...真的很紧张...怕会考不好..haiz...就这样啦...God Bless Me and My Family...

Narsha- I'm In love

I really like this song...let me so happiness,and lovely..^^

罗马+韩文

사실은 첨 봤을 때 부터 그댈 좋아했다고
sasireun cheom bwasseul ttae buteo geudael johahaetdago
말하기가 내겐 참 어려웠던거죠
malhagiga naegen cham eoryeowotdeongeojyo

먼저 연락하지 않으면 그댈 놓칠까봐
meonjeo yeollakhaji anheumyeon geudael nochilkkabwa
글자를 쓰고 또 보고 지우길 반복했죠
geuljareul sseugo tto bogo jiugil banbokhaetjyo

깊어지면 상처뿐일거라는 생각에
gipeojimyeon sangcheoppunilgeoraneun saenggage
두려움이 앞선 건 사실이지만
duryeoumi apseon geon sasirijiman
간절한 맘으로 기도하고 바랬던 사람이
ganjeolhan mameuro gidohago baraetdeon sarami
그대라고 난 믿어요
geudaerago nan mideoyo

*
I’m in love , I’m fall in love
I’m in love , I’m fall in love
두렵진 않네요 그대와 함께라면
duryeopjin annneyo geudaewa hamkkeramyeon
세상은 너무 아름답죠
sesangeun neomu areumdapjyo

I thought I never gonna fall in love
But I’m in love
Cuz I wanna love you baby

사실은 첨 봤을 때 부터 내 맘속으로 부터
sasireun cheom bwasseul ttae buteo nae mamsogeuro buteo
그댄 파도처럼 밀려 들어 온통 하루 종일 그대만 떠올려
geudaen padocheoreom millyeo deureo ontong haru jongil geudaeman tteoollyeo
I can be a good lover Wanna be your 네잎clover
I can be a good lover Wanna be your neipclover
세상에서 가장 행복한 여자가 된 것만 같아요
sesangeseo gajang haengbokhan yeojaga doen geotman gatayo

그댄 gotta believe me
geudaen gotta believe me
Make you never gonna leave me
Make you never gonna leave me
의심하진 않을래요 그댈 믿을께요
uisimhajin anheullaeyo geudael mideulkkeyo

* repeat x 2

그대는 너무 아름답죠
geudaeneun neomu areumdapjyo

中文歌词

其实你我初遇后
说我喜欢你
对我而言并不容易

如果不先联系
怕错过了你
写好短信，忧郁下，又删掉
这样周而复始

对你的感情再深下去
只会是满身伤痛
为此恐惧先涌上心头
这确实是事实

心中恳切祈祷，向往着的人
我相信那个人是你

WOO...I'M IN LOVE
WOO I'M FALL IN LOVE
不再感到恐惧
与你相伴的话
世界是多么美丽

I THOUGHT I NEVER GONNA FALL IN LOVE
BUT I'M IN LOVE,CUZ I WANNA LOVE YOU BABY

其实与你初遇开始
从内心深处
你像一股海浪般袭来
一整天脑海里全是你
I CAN BE YOUR GOOD LOVER
WANNA BE YOUR 四页 CLOVER
好像变成了世上最幸福的女人

请你GOTTA BELIEVE ME
MAKE YOU NEVER GONNA LEAVE ME
不会去怀疑，相信着你

WOO...I'M IN LOVE
WOO I'M FALL IN LOVE
不再感到恐惧
与你相伴的话
世界是多么美丽

WOO...I'M IN LOVE
WOO I'M FALL IN LOVE
不再感到恐惧
与你相伴的话
世界是多么美丽

你是多么美丽

Em...最近有点失望...因为我不能create account 在我的ipad..害我都不能好好地看戏，听歌...我妈妈就是会怕还很多钱..haiz...现在社会为什么都钱东钱西的..真的很烦恼.. 我在想假如有一天我们变得很富有，我可以买很多我要的东西，可以去我最想去的地方旅行，那该多好...可是钱就是会使人跌入危险的状态..还是中等就好...可是最近真的用到很多钱...就好比，我上大学的钱，宿舍，买东西等等...都是要用到钱...haiz...真的很烦..

13/3/2011

时间真的过得很快..一转眼，就是2011年了..我也渐渐长大,也要18岁了...回想到以前，我还在跟家人一起去旅行，和朋友们一起玩耍;现在呢，正要忙着读英文，读完了，又要开始我的college life...再过5-6年，我就要开始我的第一天工作...haiz,不知道是要开心还是什么..以前一直想快点长大成人，现在却有点想回到以前...因为现在一年比一年地严重，发生很多事...就好是最近发生的日本发生地震又海啸，非常严重，还遭到别的地方...我曾想是世界末日要到了?我是希望不要那么快发生，因为我还没实现我的梦想...虽然我这样想是不对的..可是我会真的有点生气，为什么别人可以实现，但是我却不能..我真的很想很想实现，但是我真的知道这是不可能的...我另外有想上帝说不要眷恋世俗的东西或事物,因为这会使我们跌入撒旦魔鬼的诱惑，使我们离上帝越来越远...还时常提醒自己，可是还是不能控制..我从14岁开始就爱上或喜欢韩国直到现在,我一直都在听韩歌和戏..比如:我很喜欢Super Junior,Girl Generation,Shinee还有BoA,Beast,4minute and so on...我真的很喜欢他/她们...但愿我可以控制自己,加油...^^

Time really fast.. blink of an eye, that is in 2011 .. I also grew up,and want turn 18 years old ...thought before, I still travel with my family and play with friends;now about to busy reading in English,finish and have to start my college life ... in another 5-6 years, I will begin my first day at work ... haiz, I do not know to be happy or not.. always wanted to grow up before, but now a little bit want to go back to previous year after year ... because seriously, the occurrence of many things ...like is the recent earthquake and tsunami in Japanese very serious, it was somewhere else ... I think that wanted to go to the end of the world? I do not want to happen because I did not realize my dream...although I think it is wrong .. But I am really angry, why people can achieve, but I can not .. I really want to achieve, but I really know this is not possible...I got think that God said cannot love the secular thing or things, as this will make us fall into the temptation of devil Satan so that we will more away from God...i also remind myself, but still cannot control .. I started to fall in love South Korea is when i'm 14years old until now, I have been listening to Korean songs and drama.. example: I really likes Super Junior, Girl Generation, Shinee also BoA, Beast, 4minute and so on...I really like him / her ... I wish I can control myself,hwaiting...^^

我很喜欢这首歌....它的歌词也不错...好像代表我的心声...

someday    IU

愿这泪水有一天会停止 愿这黑暗有一天会消散
愿温暖的阳光拭干这泪水

如果有些厌烦我疲倦的样子
会想要抛弃一切 一直守护着的梦想
比起拥有的 不足的部分太多
每次有这种感觉的时候 我的双腿会瘫软无力

愿这泪水有一天会停止 愿这黑暗有一天会消散
愿温暖的阳光拭干这泪水

没关系的 我自我安慰着坚持着
一天天 渐渐令我害怕
要相信我 一边说着一边却无法相信
我不知道今后还能再支撑多久

只要等待总有一天会来的吧 就像夜晚再长太阳也会升起
我受伤的心 总有一天也会痊愈吧

现在请帮帮我吧 上天啊拜托帮帮我吧
我现在渐渐没有自信去独自战胜了

愿这泪水有一天会停止 愿这黑暗有一天会消散
愿温暖的阳光拭干这泪水
只要等待总有一天会来的吧
就像夜晚再长太阳也会升起  我受伤的心 总有一天也会痊愈吧

总有一天 总有一天



    [OST][싱글] 드림하이 Part.1

韩文歌词：

Someday  -  아이유

언젠간 이 눈물이 멈추길 언젠간 이 어둠이 걷히고
따스한 햇살이 이 눈물을 말려주길

지친 내 모습이 조금씩 지겨워지는 걸 느끼면
다 버리고 싶죠 힘들게 지켜오던 꿈을
가진 것보다는 부족한 것이 너무나도 많은 게
느껴질 때마다 다리에 힘이 풀려서 난 주저앉죠

언젠간 이 눈물이 멈추길 언젠간 이 어둠이 걷히고
따스한 햇살이 이 눈물을 말려주길


괜찮을 거라고 내 스스로를 위로하며 버티는
하루하루가 날 조금씩 두렵게 만들고
나를 믿으라고 말하면서도 믿지 못하는 나는
이제 얼마나 더 오래 버틸 수 있을지 모르겠어요

기다리면 언젠간 오겠지 밤이 길어도 해는 뜨듯이
아픈 내 가슴도 언젠간 다 낫겠지


날 이젠 도와주길 하늘이 제발 도와주길
나 혼자서만 이겨내기가 점점 더 자신이 없어져요

언젠간 이 눈물이 멈추길 언젠간 이 어둠이 걷히고
따스한 햇살이 이 눈물을 말려주길
기다리면 언젠간 오겠지 (someday, someday)
밤이 길어도 해는 뜨듯이 이 아픈 내 가슴도 언젠간 다 낫겠지

언젠간 언젠간

7-3-2011

Haiz...最近有点懒惰咯...现在有点不想写blog..说忙又不忙,现在又有一大堆的功课...之前很轻松，现在却功课很多...可是我不想浪费那些钱,所以只好努力地去做咯...加油，协芬...你可以的，因为为了我的英文着想，所以要加油喔...^_*


Haiz ...now recently a little bit lazy writing blog ...said busy but not busy, and now a lot of homework ... very easy before, but now a lot of homework ... but I do not want to waste those money, so I had to do it slightly ... Hwaiting,Jenifer ... you can do it, because for the sake of my English, so to cheer Oh ...^_*

25/2/2011

Haiz...最近有点烦啊...因为我发觉我之前中学的同学们很多现在在Talyor读书，真的很困扰...haiz..为什么这么巧???很烦啊，我真的能够和她/他们一起做为朋友吗...每天晚上都会想到这些...真的很烦啊!!!!而且她/他们都是很会读书，真的很烦...我很担心，他们不要和我做朋友...因为他们一个个看上去有点骄傲...haiz..我也担心，我会不会是和roommates一起住...我希望可以这样,因为自己一个人住的话，我会不喜欢...共房比较好...厕所也很好又大...而且共房的话，有厨房，可以自己煮东西吃...而且可以和房友培养感情...希望可以这样，真的希望可以和房友共房...God Bless Me...^_*

Haiz ... recently annoyed because I find that I had a lot of high school students now studying in Talyor, I am very troubled ... haiz .. why the coincidence??? Annoying ah, I really can be them as a friend..i always think of these every night ... really annoying ... ah!!!! and they are good at reading, really annoying ... I'm worried..they dont want be my friend ... because they look a bit proud one ... haiz .. I fear I will not be and live with roommates ... I hope so, because lived alone , I would not like this...the toilet room were also very good,rooms were big ... and then got the kitchen, I can cook something to eat ... and roommates can develop feelings .. . hope so, really hope i can with my roommates together ... God Bless Me ...^_*

24/2/2011

哇，我今天打破记录诶...就是我从早到现在没有碰过ipad...直到现在有碰到,因为某件事情要弄...就是我要在facebook add我的英文老师...哇，她有够漂亮噢...而且她也是有学跳舞噢...em,有够丢脸下,因为自己讲的英文有出错...她都会帮忙我改正...不过也好,纠正我的错...我现在才知道原来她是Australia人,她是华人but她不会讲华语也不会听华语...有点困难，这个星期六我会和她一起谈天,也当做她教我第一堂课...就是＂沟通课＂....好紧张噢...因为我不太会讲英文...wowowowowo...真的很紧张噢...期待那天的来临...期待..期待期待..期待期待期待~

Wow, I broke the record today... from morning till now that I have not touched ipad ... until now have come across as something ... to open my facebook to add my English teacher .. . wow, she has very pretty... and she is also a school dance Oh ... em,i so shame, because my English speaking have mistake ... she will help me to correct ... but Ok,she help me to correct my fault ... I know that she is now Australia, she is Chinese but she does not speak Mandarin and will not listen ... a little bit difficult, this Saturday I will talk with her, as she also The first lesson taught me ... is the "communication class ".... Oh,because I do not speak English really nervous ... wowowowowo ... Oh ... look forward to the coming of the day. Look forward to~^_*

23/2/2011

哇，今天有够闷的...事情做完了...自己也做完了自己的功课后，就一直在上网...感觉自己都快要变笨了..因为一直对这ipad...今天学的英文还不赖下，看我翻译这样也有点累下...因为还要检查翻译过来的是不是对的...看完一两遍过后才可以发布我的帖子...但是我还真的担心我的英文啊...我觉得应该是有错很多...不过没关系,因为学无止境啊....希望我的英文可以渐渐进步...另外的,我一直想多听英文歌，但偏偏一直在听韩文歌...渐渐地，我的华语也慢慢地不会讲得比以前好...我真的很热爱韩国...虽然我不太会听韩文，也不太会看韩字,但是我会一直努力找它的翻译，好让我可以看得懂他们所写的字和他们在讲什么...我也曾经发白日梦,假如有一天我可以到韩国发展..成为歌星或明星，而且还可以看到自己喜欢的歌手，真的会十分的兴奋到不能睡觉...但是我知道这是不可能,因为我没有那个能力,也不可能会成为这人物...去韩国旅行,这还有可能下...所以我只是想想就好了，过几天就不会想，但过后就会一直想...真的会疯掉..真的不知道，我的头脑是那来干什么的...一直想没用的事情...但也不能怪自己，因为这就是我..我要做我自己...


Wow, today are so boring ... done homework myself,has been felt in the Internet ... .. almost had to be stupid as I have today in this ipad ... Not bad to learn English, the look a bit tired so I translated for the next ... also check a translation is whether correct or not ... once or twice after reading my post can be published before ... but I also really worried about my English ... I think it should be a lot of mistakes ... but that's okay, because life-long learning English ah .... I hope I can gradually progress ... Also, I always wanted to listen English songs, yet have been listening to Korean songs ... Gradually, I do not speak Chinese than before ... I really love Korea ... although I do not listen to Korean, Korean characters are not likely to see, but I will work hard to find its translation, so I can see and understand the words they write and what they say ... I have also day dreaming, if one day I can go to the Korea Development .. to be a singer or star, but also I can see my favorite singer, really very excited to not go to sleep ... but I know this is not possible, because I do not have that ability, it is impossible for This figure ... will be traveling to South Korea, which also may be the next ... so I just think like, not like a few days, but later would have been like ... really mad .. really do not know, my mind is that ... always wanted to do a useless thing ... but I cannot blame myself, because this is me .. I want to be me...

my own pic...

这张是我和家人一起拍全家福的时候，自己一个人偷偷拍的噢...因为难得自己有机会穿上这美丽的婚纱...那天也蛮好看下，所以就拍下来...那天真的很开心..因为自从上一次我才小学的时候拍全家福，那天应该是第二次拍全家福的吧！very happy..^^

This is a family portrait shoot with me and my family, when a person secretly filming their own Oh ... because i have a rare opportunity to wear this beautiful wedding day that just fine ... look down, so I took the day off ... really happy .. because since the last time I was in primary school when making family picture taken the day should be a family portrait, right the second time! very happy .. ^ ^

23-2-2011. Dad,I love you..

爸，我很想念你，想念你的笑声，想念你的脸庞，想念你体贴照顾我们一家，甚至想念你骂握的时候...因为你越骂我，就让我感觉你很在乎我这个女儿。虽然你生气的时候犹如恐龙般那么恐怖惊人，但是我还是爱你，喜欢你。你是我唯一的父亲，也是伟大的父亲。如果不是因为你，我也许不会在这个地球上成长了。
虽然你嘴巴一直讲我们，但是你在行为上，让我体会到你非常地爱我们的。记得有一次，我比赛打球弄伤了右手拇指的骨头，有稍微的脱臼，你就带我去看中医。在那一段时间，我看到现在的你像以前我小时候的你那样地照顾，保护我。就是在那一小段时间，我看到了父爱...也许我们四个兄弟姐妹已渐渐长大，所以你就不像以前那么细心呵护我们了，再加上你那么辛苦地工作养我们一家，更没有机会表达对我们的爱。
每当过节时，我总是会想到你和我们在一起开开心心地吃团圆饭，那段回忆也很温馨...但是当你跟我们说你要到国外去工作时，我感到很惊讶，而且最让我受不了的是，你一年只回来一次，就是在农历新年期间。渐渐地，当你出外工作时，我们也渐渐习惯你没有和我们在一起的日子。只是家里少了笑声，吵闹声...那时候的我感到很后悔，当初为什么不好好珍惜我们在一起相处的日子，整天吵闹，跟爸妈斗气，要不就是和兄弟妹斗嘴吵架。
在你第一次到国外时，我因为睡过头没送你，来不及跟你说＂我爱你＂。在这三个字是我从小都没送跟父母说的话，因为感觉怪怪又肉麻，而且又是在同一个屋檐下生活了十多年的人。我怎么敢说出来呢?但终于让我在你第二次到国外时，说出来了...我终于鼓起勇气说出来了...
爸，当你回来时，我会好好珍惜我们在一起的日子的...爸，我爱你..神与你同在...



Dad, I miss you, miss your laughter, miss your face, miss you and considerate care for our family, and even miss the grip when you call ... because the more you curse me, let me feel you care about me daughter. While you are angry like a dinosaur-like terror so amazing, but I still love you, love you. You are my only father, also a great father. If not for you, I might not grown on this planet. Although we have been speaking of your mouth, but you act, let me feel your love very much to us. I remember one time, play my game right thumb hurt the bones, there is a slight dislocation, you took me to see Chinese medicine. During that time, I see you now as before, so I take care of your child, protect me. It was in that short time, I saw a father of four brothers and sisters ... maybe we have gradually grown up, so you will not so attentive care of us, plus you work so hard to raise our family, and no opportunity to express our love. Whenever the holidays, I always think of you and us happily reunion dinner, very warm memories of that period ... but when you told us you want to go abroad to work, I was very surprised, And I can not stand the most is that you come back only once a year, that is, the Lunar New Year. Gradually, when you go out to work, we also get used to you not with us together. Only a small house with laughter, noise ... then I am very sorry, why would not cherish the days we get along together, all noisy, with parents grudge, or is, and brothers and sister bicker quarrel. The first time you go abroad, I did not get because you overslept, too late to tell you "I love you." I grew up in three words are never sent to his parents say, because it feels strange and disgusting, and also lived under the same roof for more than a decade people. How do I say out? But finally let me in your second visit to a foreign country, say it ... I finally had the courage to say it ... Dad, when you come back, I will treasure our days together ... Dad, I love you .. God be with you ...

2011-2-22

今天一整天的生活还算可以...因为呢...我亲手下厨煮意大利面...我的天啊,也太好吃了吧...我这个人呢，一向都不喜欢去厨房的...我去厨房是因为喝水吃饭，弄衣服和打扫厨房...然后接下来,就是我在客厅看戏,上网听歌....要煮东西的话,也是我心血来潮的时候就会去做...连我妈妈都说我很懒惰...我没有否认我不懒惰,因为这就是我的缺点...我的缺点有很多:第一就是"固执" 第二就是"懒惰" 第三就是"脾气一下好一下坏" 等等....这些也很难改,希望我可以多多改善..今天我很开心,因为很久没有这样了...自从考完SPM后,我就一直在浪费时间..现在呢,我可以学很多事...包括跳舞,韩文,英文等等...所以今天还算可以过下...hahaha...^^




Today a full day of life that was ... because it ... I can personally to cook pasta ... Oh no, it is also so good... About me... I went to the kitchen because to drink water to eat, get clothes and cleaning the kitchen ... and then the next is that I watch a movie in the living room, listening songs .... cook something, is my whim will do ... even when my mother said I was lazy ... I do not deny that I am not lazy, because this is my weaknesses ... I have many shortcomings: the first is "stubborn," the second is "lazy" third is "a good look at what a bad temper," and so on ....These are very difficult to change, I hope I can improve a lot .. I am very happy today, because there is no such a long time ... since the finished SPM, I have been a waste of time .. now, I can learn a lot of things .. . including dance,learning Korean, English, etc. ... so the today is a Good Day...hahaha...^^

前言

Halo,我是芬..这是我第二次写blog...之前是因为有些问题,所以现在再开一个新的blogger...现在呢?我就要好好写我的故事咯...请多多指教咯...


Halo,my name is Feng... This is my second time writing blog...because of some problems before,so now to open a new blogger..and now? I will take my story slightly... Please exhibitions...;-)